Becoming a mom is the most preeminent choice Iβve ever made with my existence.
Itβs the most challenging, heartbreaking, fulfilling and soulful work.
It has the incredible capacity to define purpose and effect the deepest spiritual growth.
It is the most powerful role.
Motherhood saved me in many ways. It has taught me that the love I thought I was here for wasnβt actually the main event but merely an experience to break me and then bridge me to something greater.
Have you ever had moments of pure clarity and an undeniable knowing that you are exactly where youβre meant to be?
Iβve had several of these with my children. Wrenched out of my overthinking mind, reminded of how acutely alive I am to experience whatβs right in front of meβ¦
Little hands grasping my fingers, summertime play with sticky fingers and dirty toes, the smiles that reach their eyes, moments of riotous laughter and the tears that call on me to be their cure for recalibration and safetyβ¦Iβm immersed in an experience of the deepest kind of love.
Right now, Iβm living the life of my dreams with my family at the center of my life. This is what my life was meant for.